Mission Unclear?

My primary underlying life mission is 100% clear. It is to Love……to shine Light….to assist humans in Awakening…...to help Elevate the vibration of Gaia. From this standpoint I always know, beyond a shadow of a doubt, I am always in the absolutely perfect place in the absolute perfect Divine time.

What is sometimes unclear to me is the Illusion of things happening around me and what I sometimes think they mean. This happened recently when I thought I was going to Florida to acquire a property for the start of my Tropical Dolphin Retreat. It was a delightful property I had been in love with since

I first set foot on Casey Key, Florida in 2005. It is a charming 4 unit complex right across the street from the beach and on the bay with a place to dock 3 boats in back. I had even managed this lovely spot for vacation rentals back in 2010-2011. A crazy amazing series of events brought me to the point of driving from CA to FL with the main goal (in my mind) to get this property back in June. I had been researching and taking the steps of due diligence for over a month prior. It continued in my initial days in Florida as well. There were quite a number of Earth Angels helping facilitate my adventure throughout all this. I found it interesting that in one short hour the apparent “mission” peaked and fell. A unique way to possibly pull the deal off appeared followed immediately by information that made it clear to me I would not be able to operate as I desired from it. While it would have been nice for the Retreat location to finally be landed, I wasn’t greatly disappointed. This type of thing has happened to me so many times over the past 5 years – getting really close to something happening and then it simply disappearing – I venture to say I am almost used to it.

While I thought the mission was landing the property, that was just a means for me to be in the various “right” places I was supposed to be at the right times. Over and over, events happened that clearly shouted to me, “This is why you are here!”. As has also happened in all the places I’ve traveled before, there were a number of individuals who had a big opportunity for a shift through my presence but who chose to stay asleep or comfortably where they were familiar. It’s all good though as all choices are honored. Everyone is on their own individual journey on this planet of free will with the prerogative to make up their own mind every single second. For me, I celebrated the ways I was able to help and sent love and light to all regardless of their choice at the time.

Since the Tropical Retreat location was no longer imminent, I busied myself planting seeds to see if it was appropriate to return to the area later. I say return as I already committed to drive back to California in the beginning of August. I got back just in time to do a little pre-wedding activity with my daughter. A few days later, I drove, with my parents, to the wedding venue in Nevada. The area held special sentimental meaning for my daughter, Natasha, and her now husband, Neil.   Disney Princess was one of the descriptions for Natasha I heard a few times and she was definitely delighted to be marrying her Prince.

In a black and white affair with accents of Tiffany blue, much merriment was had. I send them much Love and wish them both “Happily Ever After”. Back to the seeds I was planting near Casey Key in Florida….. I am now in another familiar place of not quite knowing what’s next. I have many, what I will call, partial possibilities. There are possibilities of non-traditional places to stay and ways to sustain myself but nothing fully encompassing, conclusive or that gave me a strong indication that I would be coming back soon. There have also been some clues that point to Costa Rica or Panama or ???

As alluded to before, the one thing I always, always know for sure is my very next step. This week, I am house-sitting for my daughter in California. Will be interesting to see what next week holds but, for NOW, I am living in the moment, listening to my guidance and being the best me I possibly can. Yes, I am clearly right on target with my “mission”!

Again I wish to thank all of you who have graced my live by following and supporting my journeys. Some are curious, some are inspired, some are here to learn, some are entertained, some wonder how I can pull this all off, some check in to see where in the world I am – whatever category you are in, I appreciate the blessing you are in my life! If we haven’t connected in a while, would love to hear an update from you as well :-)

California Dreamin'

Why California Dreamin?  Because, at the moment, I am in California and I am dreaming ….Dreaming of warm sunshiny days, of smooth sandy beaches that go for miles, of warm turquoise crystal clear water teaming with sea life including my dolphin friends, of endless swaying palm trees and dreaming of assisting people from this beautiful sanctuary.


 

However, in my NOW moment, I am in Gratitude.  I am thankful for my wonderful family here that I get to enjoy including my new grandpuppy.  I am thankful for so many supportive angel friends all over the world.  I am grateful that I don’t have to actually be near the water to feel Dolphin Energy.  I am thankful that I have warm clothes, plenty of delightful food and a roof over my head.  I am blessed with the absolute knowing that I am in the absolute right place at the perfectly right time.  I am grateful that I have remembered enough about who I really am to be able to be mostly at peace with all the apparent craziness of my life.  Here’s an awesome quote for me at this (perceived) time in my life from C. JoyBell C.   “I have come to accept the feeling of not knowing where I am going. And I have trained myself to love it. Because it is only when we are suspended in mid-air with no landing in sight, that we force our wings to unravel and alas begin our flight. And as we fly, we still may not know where we are going to. But the miracle is in the unfolding of the wings. You may not know where you're going, but you know that so long as you spread your wings, the winds will carry you.”  It was recently brought to my attention by my Sister Angel, Tania Marie, who writes a blog many of you may resonate with as it is so poignant for our ever-shifting times http://taniamarieartist.wordpress.com/2013/11/30/reverence-for-the-void/

While I am enjoying the holidays with family and friends, I am taking the baby steps as guided and walking through the doors as they reveal themselves to me in preparation for life in 2014.  There are still calls to Hawaii as well as hopes in Florida, although the possibilities are still world-wide.  I’m dancing with the flow and thankful that you are choosing to accompany my with your sparkling presence on this kaleidoscope journey! Abundant Blessings and Joyful Holidays ~

Another Failed Journey?

Gratitude is usually something I end my blog posts with and something pouring forth from me as I start this one.  Thank you one and all for the myriad ways you have so generously contributed to my miraculous life!  There are those who use this blog to judge, gossip and use as ammunition against me.  I was tempted to stop posting but 100 ill-users cannot outweigh the 1 magnificent situation here and there where my writing has inspired someone to awaken a bit more.  So, no matter which camp you are in I know that, in some way, you bless me.  I celebrate one and all as we journey together in enlightenment.

Many of you were aware that I was headed to the Bahamas last March.  Hours were spent researching and making contacts there.  A possibility of a joint business venture with a Bahamian gal on the island of Andros (near Bimini) was in the air.  I even had some properties to investigate as the owners were interested in doing a trade with my Costa Rica land.  At one point a sizable Angel contribution landed in my PayPal account making the Spa Retreat research journey to the Bahamas look very viable.  My sweet, ever supportive daughter hosted 2 fundraising yard sales to help facilitate my trip.  Many friends and family members generously contributed to the sales too.  A captain friend in Miami agreed to be my taxi throughout the Bahamas on his sailboat.  When I arrived in Miami, one thing after another incredibly kept coming up for the captain delaying our trip.  It finally got to the point that I informed the captain I’d run out of waiting money and wouldn’t be sailing with him.  The friend who was kindly housing me at that time treated me to a Thai restaurant for lunch.  My fortune cookie said, “When one door closes another opens”…..duh, story of my life!  Sure enough, within days I was off on my next adventure.

Many would say the Bahamas trip was yet another failed journey as I started out thinking one thing would happen which then turned into something else…..just like my “move” to Panama in 2009 and many other “changed” adventures.  The Universe/My Higher Self/God (or however you choose to address the Creative Source) always is there guiding me.  I feel so blessed!  I have had people say, “I’m sorry that your Bahamas trip didn’t work out”.  While I appreciate their caring for me, I must say I’m not sorry.  Yes, I was excited about that trip and I am just as thrilled to be on the “trip” I find myself on right now.  I always know what step is best for me to take in my Now moment as long as I am tuned in.  This makes life so much more simple and peaceful no matter how chaotic and dramatic it may seem on the outside.  And while it appears that I keep switching paths, it is indeed the same perfect journey with the constant I can always count on being change.  This is the same with you.  How accepting are you of change?  How open are you to growth?  Like you I have intentions and ideas.  I put them out there and declare…… “This or something better for the highest good of all”.  Talk about winning all the time!  WhooHoo!

Now it appears that I have much traveling ahead of me.  When I am in the United States I am available for Personal Transformational Wellness Telephone Coaching on a very limited basis.  If you are interested, mention you read this here and I will email more details as soon as I am technologically able.

If anyone is ready for a total lifestyle change and is interested in possibly relocating to a tropical area to participate in manifesting the Spa Retreat, please let me know as well.  If you do not already have my email, please visit my website www.universalwellness.us and contact me through there.

And now I again bask in Gratitude for each and every one of you.  Thank you for  all the ways you contribute to me.  I grow stronger every moment and happily swirl the good vibes back to you!

My Beach!

The next door has indeed opened! While it is not yet “the” Spa Retreat, I ran through it as soon as it opened. I’d been looking for a house-sitting situation since making the decision to return to FL from CA in January. Had not seen anything or gotten any leads until May 24. A friend sent me a lead in Englewood. While I was a little unsure of the distance – note: my primary mode of transportation is my bicycle since I gave my car to my daughter in October not imagining I’d be needing one now – I felt I wanted to take some action in manifesting a shift. The gal was wonderful and her place lovely. I’m sure I was meant to meet her as she turned out to be quite an angel for me in kindness and referrals. Not 10 minutes after I arrived back to the place I was staying, my wonderful former husband called asking if I was interested in a situation on Casey Key. Casey Key? Duh, no brainer. It is my number one preferred location in FL!

Friends of ours, Ben and Rachel, own a darling little place on Casey Key called Harbor Lights Beach Resort.They were looking for someone to assist in caretaking the place. Yeah – I am now that someone and I get a room in exchange. I am literally across the street from my beach! The dock out back is on the intracoastal waterway. Amazing the size of some of the boats coming through there. Magnificent sunrises and glorious sunsets grace the sky for me almost daily. Turtle season is here again so it’s fun to see where the mommy sea turtles (250-300 lbs) have crawled up and left their nests. Have seen numerous familiar dolphin friends and am so blessed to be engulfed in their powerful energy again! You’d love it here. If considering a trip to Florida in this area, check out www.hlbeachresort.com .
Thank you Ben and Rachel. Thank you Lee. Thank you Universe for turning my baby steps into something huge. I knew this would be a magical birthday for me!

Constant Motions is a very personable fitness studio nearby where I used to teach when I lived in the area before. They’ve welcomed me again and I am thrilled to begin teaching classes there soon. Look them up www.constantmotions.com . If you are local or visiting, contact me about how you can enhance your wellness with me there.

Stay tuned, the Spa Retreat may be starting sooner than later on a tiny scale…..

Once Upon A Year Ago

Greetings My Friends!

Thank you for all your support and interest on this unique journey I am on. While many Dear Readers have known the scoop all along, some have just recently jumped on the ride. To provide a little more illumination about how it all started, here is a copy of the main letter I sent to friends and associates back in…..

November 2008

Dear "Friend" (Appropriate name was inserted) ~

Here is a message I am sharing with some of my friends….people who I value keeping connections with.

I have had a detailed vision of running a Spa Retreat for about 15-20 years. Since it seemed such a far reach from my current reality, I haven’t shared my ideas much. However, recently I have been guided to start sharing my dream with more people.

Briefly, this Retreat by the Sea is a place that people can visit for a day, 3 days or a week and delight in various revitalizing therapies and experiences.

Its grounds border a beach somewhere tropical. So far the countries Mexico, Puerto Rico, Costa Rica and Panama have presented themselves as possibilities.

If you have any leads for me to create a Miracle from apparently nothing, I am open to receive. Thankfully I have already received hundreds of tips, offers for introductions, desires to participate and wishes to be notified when it becomes reality to be pampered and inspired.

I request that you please keep this in your thoughts and prayers and send some magical energy my way.

Last but not least, thank you so much for your love and friendship!

Blessings & Be Well ~ Michelle